Today is the first day at my new job. Another new job. Another new start. It's the continuation of a theme- everything all at once. The opposite of one thing at a time. Birth- violent, messy, life-altering.
And yes, in this context all it really means is a new office, more paperwork and another learning curve as I work out the kinks. But there's a lot of kinks right now. Yoga in the park kinks. Work kinks. A brand new spanking relationship kinks. Like I said- it's a theme. Everything, all at once.
And I' trying to trust. I'm trying to let go and flow. I'm trying to allow the universe to happen. But it is anything but comfortable.
I'm sorry. The waves will settle.
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